Relationships are COMPLICATED

I was speaking to Esteban last night, and since he's been "single" for about a month now. Of course we had to talk about the same old thing - RELATIONSHIPS.

We were talking about how younger ladies were dating older men. How older men weren't very date-able because some are looking to settle down. and he was like,

"I love being single. I don't have to call somebody everyday, or worry about what they are doing. I don't have to give anybody a play by play...blah blah blah...but if I stay single now, am I going to be one of those old desperate guys wanting to settle down with a younger girl?"

I started thinking about it, and its SOOOO true. Like I had been so used to being single (and I still am :D ) that I forgot all about that shit. Worrying about calls and all the BS - am I keeping this dude interested? Its stressful...or maybe its just stressful right now because I haven't really taken it upon myself to take a new guy on in forever.

These past couple of days...I've thought to myself, "WTF have you gotten yourself into woman?!?!? GET OUT!!!! NOOOOWWW!!!!" Dating is complicated. I don't feel like making the effort.