Today really sucked. I've been trying really hard to keep a positive outlook, but today just sucked. And maybe because I've been trying so hard to keep a positive outlook is why everything just seemed to blow up.
Work was really stressful and frustrating. The one kid that is about to burn me out really REALLY just didn't please me today. For a total of 3 grand hours. Makes me just wanna quit sometimes.
I went to school today to talk to a damn advisor. The nice old lady let me know that they don't let people walk in the spring even if they have 6 hrs left for summer. She also told me that I had to walk in December. Why the fuck would I want to wait 6 months? I know that I hate graduations, but its tradition. And I got really teary when she told me that. I'm gonna leave college without a celebration, you know? Nobody is gonna care 6 months after. Its not gonna fucking matter.
I fixed the truck, and bought a replacement tire. That's what I was supposed to do right? Well according to my dad everything I do is wrong. It doesn't matter if I fixed it because I shouldn't have done it in the first place. I can't stand his ugly looks and his stupid silent treatment. Its like I'm living with a child. Its so frustrating!
I dropped my check at the place where karen practices her dance. The dude said he found it but when my mom went to pick it up he "didn't" have it. Now I will most likely have an overdraft fee in the morning great!
The most frustrating part of it all is that I'm lonely. I have nobody to talk to about anything.
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