I talk a lot of shit about people whining about their relationships...haha but I whine a lot about not being with Juan. But just to my blog/vlog not to my friends, at least. Haha but I annoy myself a little.
I feel shitty...I am empty. Nobody "lights my fire" Haha like today I was with that hot ass dude Stephen, and I wasn't nervous like I usually am around dudes I'm attracted to. I was making eye contact. I wasn't interested. Not because he was "defective" but I just didn't care to...I don't want anyone else.
I'm usually into SOMEBODY or numerous bodies lol. Not now...
I am confused...I want to feel something for someone. I want to make somebody happy, and in return be happy
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