Jewish?

Last night I passed out like at 730. I was so tired that I wasnt even up to watch Nip/Tuck that i had missed on Tuesday. Mom called and I dont even remember what she had said lol. Then Aaron called at 1 am. He had just came from the bar. I was like what the hell? what the fuck were you doing there, you don't drink or smoke? He said he was playing pool. i dunno his attitude...is just weirding me out. And so I spoke out...yeah I guess I've changed a bit. I mean shit...i waited 4 fuckin months for him to come back...I'll be damned if I waited that whole time and let it all fall apart just like that! He was acting all nonchalant. I do matter, or I'm SUPPOSED to still matter to ur stupid ass! He hasn't said that he loves me since Wednesday...when he used to say it a million times a day!

ARGH! I'm so NOT taking him to my family's house on Thanksgiving if shit is going to go backto normal. He said he didn't want to speak of it, that he had to go to work the next day at 10... I wake up earlier than him! Gosh ya'll just don't fuckin understand how pissed off I was, and still am. I wanted to tell him off. I wanted to be back home, right in front of him just so that i could slap him! He made me that upset...

It was like an, "How dare you not give a damn about me!" *slap across face* situation. I made him finish school I made him go into the army...if he would have never met me he wouldn't have achieved so much. Damn it! I'm not some rag that you throw away, or at least I shouldnt be that to him! Fuckin prick!

On another note...

He said that he converted to Judaism, or however its spelled. It's like what the hell? Most Jewish people want to marry other Jewish people. news flash! I'm NOT Jewish.

He asked when i was coming home...what day. I said NEVER. I don't want to fucking see him anymore! Well i do, but right now I'm MAD!!!!!!!!!!!! He better fix this...