I went to the OB/GYN today. She told me that my ovaries dont work...THEY DONT FUCKIN WORK!
My Mom called and I started bawling, sobbing. She told me that we could go to other doctors to see if we could get another opinion, but this was my second opinion already. She said that with the power of God, I could have children...How dare she mention God?!? HOW DARE SHE?!? God forgot me already. god wouldnt put me in this predicament. She was like maybe I could even offer my body for your babies...then it wouldnt really be mine, they would be hers with my genes. The whole beauty of being a woman is being able to have children growing inside of you, feeling everything from kicks to their hiccups.
I feel like my womanhood has been taken from under me by surprise...
I despise women that abort
I despise women that leave their newborns in dumpsters to die
I despise women that dont care about their children
I despise women that women who regret conceiving their children
At least they can have children...
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