My foot fell asleep ahhh! lol ... nah I'm a lil upset and maybe thats why I am procrastinating. No wait...I am a natural procrastinator. Me, Andee and Shani went to see this French Movie this afternoon and it was awesome. It was a really cute movie...cartoon sillouets. Cheered me up a bit. I've been a bit down since i havent seen or spoken to German. Besides things with Aaron arent any better.
After I got back on campus...I went back outside to get the rest of the stuff that I had left in my car. I got my crap and I was walking back when I noticed a truck pulling out of a parking spot right next to the Cafe and I was like, "Hey that looks like German's truck" at that time I just thought I was being ridiculous, but then it pulls out and theres the scoop on the hood. So it was him. Do you know how much I burned with jealousy and anger all at the same time? Why couldnt it be me he was out with? Why cant he scoop me up to go somewhere random? WHY!!?!? lol I'm going crazy!!!
I dont wanna be like Jay and bother the fuck outta him. I dont wanna smother him. I dont want him to think I'm still madly in love with him. I want to be nonchalant but i cant! Ten thousand times I wish I had never met him at all. And by disgrace we will still live close to eachother next semester...why oh why? Today I was searching like crazy on Xanga to see if I could find his blog...but no luck. I just wanna know how he feels about me without actually asking.
Ahhh...I'm stressing a LOT!
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