For some reason...I had the urge to call German last night. I did...and he was studying for his Pshyc test. I let him go after a minute, and then he called me back like 5 minutes later. And we decided to go to the library. He said we shouldn't mess around and blah blah. And I was cool with it. I don't HAVE to kiss him...or be touched by him for that matter. I was ok with the fact that we were going to hang out as friends. And besides...all I really care about is that he's not with her. She's been staying in with the guy downstairs all week, but not today...well. I dunno. She left an hour ago...
Well we were studying until like 330...but then...we commenced into...yeah. I didnt want to...I said no for a while...but dammit! I couldn't resist. Then at around 5 we left, and we had tickets...great! we headed over to TC, and he was talking to me about how his dad's clinic got shot up by some black guy. He was so mad...and I tried to console him...I hugged him...but he pulled away after a second. I didnt like that AT ALL. and I was kinda hurt you know? He tried to console me...lol he rubbed my back, but he didnt get what was going on.
I felt SOOOOO tired...but I couldnt go to sleep. I had been up almost 24 fuckin hours. 2 hours shy of it. I felt bad...Aaron called me when I was heading out, But I didnt answer. I called him back today, but he was pissed off. LOL I sent him a message saying that I hated him...blah I don't give a fuck. I should just stay away from him.
I woke up at 12...blah I didnt wanna go to class...but i dragged myself out of bed. After class I went to get my refill at this new place. The pedi was EXPENSIVE! 30 dollars! blah but it looks cute. there was some drama going on up in there..I was like ouuuu lol
well...whatever...I have to pull an all nighter now. I hate tests
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