Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Bitch Face

So I saw two people today that I just did NOT want to see. lol

Shani and I had Pei Wei for dinner, and since we didnt see the point in going home to eat it, we ate there. We sat outside. It wasn't too hot or whatever. We were like prob 5 minutes away from leaving when this girl sits on the table right next to us. I think nothing of it...just stupid little white rich girl, what-ev...Then her friend comes too...lol Turns out her friend was our old Skank of a roommate freshman year. I swear I hadn't seen her in 3 years. I was like OMG is that her? well I text that to Shani and she looks back and she's like yeahh. lol She put on some weight. That was keeping us from recognizing her.

Then I went to Boston's Pub with Pris and as soon as I walked in i saw that stupid chic who was there last time. Ugh just looking at her annoyed me. She's so ugly but always pretends to look so damn hot...anyway, she wasn't the one I was all ugh about, but it turns out that Scott is her boyfriend AND he bartends there. WTF?!? I hate Scott. I hate seeing his face. I hated that he would purposely come over to us and take our empty glasses. Thats not even his job. Pris was like, "He's trying to get noticed" Uhhh yeah! So, I felt uncomfortable. We spoke to Joe, the regional manager of that one and chicago and new york and I forgot what the other one was...He's always so cool. I like him. He makes me laugh when he rants in Spanish (cause of his English accent).

Pris was talking to me about a lot of stuff. I was halfway listening to be honest. I couldnt hear anything, but I didnt want her to repeat it. She was like, "I accidentally got a BF, and everybody's giving me shit because they think its not possible" lol it IS possible. Like...uhhh I don't think so, but then it happens anyway. I can totally relate. lol. They broke up already but still. And then, she told me about this other guy that she went out with for a while. Humm...I haven't been drinking with her in so long that she did literally have 30 million stories to tell me. Anyway, this guy wrote her a letter and in this letter he said that he only dated her because he felt sorry for her...and then just kept on going out with her because of habit...and all these other shitty things. I was like whoa! Guys are douche bags.

You know...I want to blog about Juan everytime I blog because he is on my mind like 24/7. I desperately want to be part of his life...but I can't. Besides, when he moves back to Cali...how important could I possibly be? He'll be around his old friends, old flames, old fuck buddies...whatever. I wont mean anything.

I've been thinking more and more about Mr. Juan...and its affecting me. My sleep is suffering. I have a hard time going to sleep, and once I go to sleep I wake up soooo many times. I hate this stupid shit...like two weeks my sleep is fine the next week my sleep is shitty...I'm ANGRY!!!! I love sleep!

Meh...at least I'm not dreaming up some stupid shit that ends up hurting my feelings.

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