I keep thinking about it and in turn I keep on thinking about Steven. It annoys the hell outta me, but I can't stop. I liked how I felt in the dream, and it been the closest to anything in a couple of months.
I also feel sort of guilty that the guy in my dream was a different version of Steven and not somebody else. It makes me angry...idk. Like if my dreams have been violated by unwanted thoughts?
why steven? why dream about him? I rarely even think of him. Why feel that way? I'm so annoyed! I don't give two shits about him in the romantic sense of things.
Its not me. It will never be me again.
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