Waste

I have a few blogs filmed, just haven't uploaded.

I sometimes think too hard, and start feeling shitty about myself all over again. I am a perfectly fine individual with a lot of potential, but sometimes I just CANNOT see that in myself. I refuse to accept the good in me because all the bad things seem to overshadow them.

I'm afraid! I'm afraid that a lot of things will not turn out like I want them to because by nature...I just fuck everything up. Now, at this point in time, I've fucked up so much that I have nothing to FUCK UP. I have nothing going for me and I feel like I'm just going to waste.