Why do you use me?

Esteban,
so I guess the whole reason youve been calling me these past 4 days is for you to use me for you to get info on the slut back whore Valerie. And I;m not supposed to be hurt by the shit youre asking me to do? I mean i did it cause, I didnt want to seem like a bad friend, or seem as if I still have feelings for you cause I dont want you to think that at all...because I KNOW that you dont care about me as much as I care about you. I will only do more harm than good.

when you were talking to me...god you sounded like if you were really obssessed with that Valerie skank. You liked her the way you never liked me. Why did you ask me to do that when you...you should know that I still have STRONG feelings for you? Youre such an idiot...

I was already dealing with the fact that me and you were not meant to be and that you were never going to call me ever again! and I was doing just fine with you calling me, I wasnt even crying like I usually did after everytime you called me...and now I want to scream and the tears just WONT STOP FLOWING DOWN MY CHEEKS!!!