I feel like a freak of nature. That day that I went to the doctor, I had blood work done. The thing says
Blood counts are abnormal with increased transferrin - would recommend for her to see Dr. Iqbal - hematologist.
What the fuck else is wrong with me? On another note, my live enzymes at present are stable and decreased. which should be a good good news
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I''m a very mean person; I can totally admit that. Today, I was extra nasty.
SOme guy nicely told me to check something out for him and I said no I don't feel like it...fuck off
I felt bad...but not really.
I am really anoyed by Ray - the guy that I thought I liked but then I realized that I didn't lol. He keeps on asking me what the fuck is wrong, why am I not talking to him blah blah and told him straight up...as I could what it was. Today, he was being annoying...or maybe he just annoys me because I don't like him. lol. He was like,
"This girl always says hi to me at work"
"Thats nice"
"Everybody always knows my name here at work"
"Oh so you think you're popular now?"
"And I don't know anybody's name!!"
and idk...lol I just wanted him to shut up
"Maybe youre just the dick in the office that everybody just makes fun of behind your back"
and I ranted on making no kind of sense really. He didn't say anything mean back to me...He wouldn't cause he's a pussy. And in fact, it did shut him up.
Then later...Jon messaged me. And he gave me this BS about losing my number...
"I lost your number somehow can I have it again?"
And I'm here thinking, yeah right you probably just deleted it after I blew you off and now that I'm coming back to San Antonio on Monday you want it to meet up with me for stupid dinner. I don't know what exactly I said, but I accused him of "losing" it and then he said no that he didnt that it just magically got deleted off of his phone. That my contact entry was in there but not my actual number.
"How many times have you misplaced my number"
"I did I'm not joking. My phone must be acting up"
"That's too bad maybe you can look it up on your phone records"
"My phone is weird it deletes all of the texts if I delete one"
I'm guessing he deleted our text thread or something.
"I was meaning your call records online"
"I don't do my cell phone online"
...
"ok then"
I mean yeah I could have easily just given him my number again. And see him for stupid diner. And I must have said it so that we would hang out...idk. Why the fuck did I mention that I was heading back to San Antonio this weekend. I really just wanna head back to pick up my goddamn fan so that I won't melt away in this fucking oven called my parent's house.
He was being a dick...like if I'm going to fucking spoon feed him everything. UGH!! Its like I have to give him fucking directions on how the fuck he should woooo me. Like if I'm supposed to know how to run a man's game. It just pisses me off.
"I was simply asking. You don't have to if you don't want to"
ARGGGHHH!!!! I hate when people do that. IDK if I have mentioned that before but its like a big pet peeve of mine...you dont have to ifyou dont want to. The fucking automatic guilt trip. Assholes.
"You sure do know how to make a girl feel special :)"
"Ok I'm going to leave you alone..."
Gollie I hate having a horrible memory...but point was that I hurt his feelings...like really hurt his feelings.
"Ohhhhh I hurt your feelings"
"No I'm fine"
...
"I'm guessing this conversation is officially over"
"Yeah...we have nothing else to say"
"Ok I'm going now"
"Bye"
"AHHAA! I did hurt your feelings!"
"No..."
I effing did cause he didn't respond to the text I sent him. He made me regret it. What a sissy. Or maybe I'm just a mega bitch. Probably both.
On another note...I think I wanna have sex with a really hot artist. and I wanna go to a waffle house. I think I need to stop watching Dead Like Me.
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