I've been really stressed with life lately. I feel like I'm doing a mediocre job at work. I am doing a mediocre job with school. My professor is such a bitch, and I WISH I had read all of the rate my prof reviews because they are all very true. She likes to be a bitch and be-little people. Just because she is a "doctor" doesn't mean she can trample over everyone and be rude. So even if I get As in all of the tests I will still make a crappy grade.
I want to graduate so badly. I mean it makes me wanna cry that I suck so much.
Now that Esteban broke up with his gf, I have somebody to talk to on a regular basis, but its just not the same. I don't have any feelings for him so the comfort that he provides isnt as good as the comfort that a boyfriend would provide. I know that I do not have the necessary time to have a boyfriend, or the patience for one, its still always nice to have somebody there that's into you, and will do things for you.
Meh...at this point I don't think I'm able to catch a guy's interest even if I wanted to
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