Don't ask my why I went to Steven's page today. I just like to be noseyyyyy. Anyway, I don't really look at his pictures. I mean I already know what he looks like...
Anyway, when we were together I gave him a silver cross. It was pretty bad ass if I say so myself. I was going to have it engraved with the word "mucho" because we used to use that word quite often when we would tell each other we loved each other. I didn't because when I was there I was informed that it would take up to 3 weeks to get it back. I think I wanted to give it to him for one of our anniversaries....anyway, I think that he stopped wearing it after we broke up. I mean I put everything he gave me in a box...and I have no idea where it is now lol. I wanted it out of sight. So, I guess I could understand why he didn't.
I think he started to wear a stupid onk on a string after that...which at the time pissed me the HELL off. I was like, "I spent money on that so that he could wear it! Maybe he should just give it back!" I don't think I asked for it, but I wanted to.
Back to the point.
I went to his more recent pictures, and he has it on. The most shallow, retarded thought came to mind, "Does he think of me when he wears it?" Isn't that the MOST shallow thought ever. But then I thought, "the only thing I have out from him is the black vase that I love, but I don't think of him when I see it unless I really, REALLY think about it" buuuuut then again I don't have it out anymore since I moved. Its in storage boxes like the rest of my crap.
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