Break outs

My doctor's appointment...finally, is in like 3 hours...yeah. I'm still awake. Though, I ONLY slept like 5 hours last night. Its a big deal because I love to sleep lol. I got up to watch the marathon of Flapjack on Cartoon Network. That show cracks me up. I love it. I struggled to get up...I was in the dark (my curtains are black). My eyes were like glued shut...well not really it just burned when I opened them. I laid around until like 3 pm.

I started looking up MAC pigments...and then compiled a list...compared prices of over like 80 different ones. That took me like 2 hours to do...still watching Flapjack. hahaha. Theres this one site that sells 20 pigment samples for 50 bucks. Its a good deal...because some pigments are discontinued so...theyre like up to 8 bucks for 1/4 teaspoon.

So, at first I thought I was crazy. I ALWAYS seem to break out when I use BareMinerals for more than a week. When I stop using it, the bumps go away. A couple of other people have told me that the same thing has happened to them...Ugh, I really like bare minerals. I've only tried liquid foundation when I was like 14-15. I didn't really match it to my face, and I just didn't know how to apply it. That whole thing made me shy away from it. idk...maybe I'll give it another go. Or I'll try another mineral-type foundation.

I cleaned like no other today. After Flapjack I started on my cleaning & Laundry spree. It was well needed. I think I needed to do like...5 loads of laundry. There are still some going right now! I can see my floor. haha. I moved books and binders from my bookcase to underneath my bed to make room for this semester's. I have to prepare myself for this semester. I never keep a planner handy, and the planner never alerts me...lol when something is coming up. I'm inputing all my shit to my google calendar so that it can sync with my G1. There! Problem solved. Its so cool...like if I put something in my calendar on my phone you can see it online and vice versa. I'm telling y'all. Google is going to take over our lives.

Back to the guy-friend situation...Ugh. I don't want to. I don't wanna move forward. The flirting has been fine up to now, but it has to STOP. haha. I'm sending out vibes that i probably shouldn't be sending out. I mean, yeah, I do enjoy it. I'm not trying to say that I don't. Though I AM saying that I refuse to sacrifice another friendship. I refuse to get involved with anybody else. I don't even remember what was going on...but he asked me to do something with him (no not sex lol) and I felt weird...like...when Steven first told me that he liked me...bleh. It was was a weird feeling. What he was asking from me would really like make me cross that line from friend to more-than-friend. I felt slightly uncomfortable...same Steven feeling haha.

I let him know that doing that would be weird. He then said, "Not really we know eachother very well. We've known eachother for 2 years"...and then the conversation rolled onto what "it" was. I didn't even know what to say...I was stumped. I ended up saying, "not yet" hahaha. I don't even know what that means...I don't know how I feel or if I should feel anything at all. Apparently he understood. haha. The flirting continued...so, I don't know what he gathered from that.

I can't wait 'till Tuesday. Obama! Obama! :)