Should be asleep

I should be asleep its pretty late, but it seems as if I have become and insomniac, which is fine I suppose. I do go out at night most of the time. I dont need to be awake during the day anymore. My lil bro is starting at his new elementary school tomorrow. He's going to be a Magnet kid uh! oh! just like his big Sis! I got in a big argument with my mom yesterday. She wanted me to go to my bro's school to get his school supplies when she had just gone the day before. I was still awake at 8 am but fell asleep. I odnt usually wake up until 1 pm on a regular basis. So, I didnt really see the big deal with me going to sleep. I woke up at one, I have an alarm hahahah and the comes in busting through the front door and she was like blah blah blah I DON'T NEED YOU! sO I went back inmy room and slept again. I mean...obviously she doesnt need me. i was going to get the school supplies they didnt close until 3. I dont know what the big deal was. She doesnt need me huh? Well we'll see how it goes when I'm gone. Ha I bet they wont even remember my name...

I dont know what to do about the John situation. In a way I feel I should apoligize and tell him that I will see him on Friday. I dont want to see him...like I said he will only want to have sex... and it shouldnt be a big deal but it is to me. I know He's not the best...maybe cause I was so used to Aaron...Shit...Aaron was a big time freak. In a way I'm like damn I should fuck him on Friday he's a HOOOOOTTTTTIIIEEE, but then again I'm like fuck that I dont need sex...haha. I'll think about it tomorrow.