So I'm feeling kind of nervous about tomorrow's AP test though I really don't care for it much since I'm only taking it so that I can be exempt from the Calculus Final. Hell no I don't know jack shit about calculus. Well I do now some stuff but everything half way. hahahaha. i don't care I just want to pass the damn semester. which I doubt that I will accomplish knowing that I have to get an A this six weeks in order to "break even" with a 70 average. HAHAHA and then french class. I think Ms. Holt is pissed off because only 4 of us are taking the AP French language exam. Its not my fault that I'm not prepared for that. If she knew that i was taking the Spanish AP she would probably be a little ticked off. And thats on wednesday ewww. And then nothing...and Prom drunkness here I come!!! hahaha I dunno. But then I REALLY have to study for the Government AP test for next week. Goodness I hope that i do good in that test. Thats the only AP test that I actually want to pass.
So tomorrow I'm getting my mani and pedi...I don't know if I should get my pedi tomorrow but i am getting my mani. And then I have to go try on my dress and I have to go take Ivania ring shopping and dress shopping and I'll probably take a look for a necklace. The one I STILL haven't bought. And Prom is Friday. And then Wednesday I need to lay outside to tan my discolored skin from skip day. Hopefully the do I have chosen for prom doesnt end up looking too scandalous. Well damn it i can't spell.
Goodness...I seem like such a loser that I'm still holding on to the idea that Aaron is going to call me back. That stupid fuck...now maybe I do hate him. Nahh Nahh I'm just really PISSED off. You know something just hit me. Maybe he's doing this to me to get back at me. NOOOO! I feel bad now. I feel rejected actually...I haven't felt rejected in a long time now. Well actually just leaving things as he said before...the part when he said he was in love with Monica and that he was going to marry her. that would have hurt more so his revenge is USELESSSSSS!!!! I dunno I'm acting crazy. Makes me not want to go to sleep. NO! I love to sleep. Oh hell nah I'm going to have to visit his ass and give him a piece of my mind and introduce him to my fist! Yes to his face. Its that he makes me feel needed and wanted...its not that i'm in love with him...I'm still debating that in my head and I rather not think about it cause then I get all confused.
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