to my beloved Esteban,
I should have never mailed that birthday card. i thought i had the chance to talk to you again, thats why I sent it. You called me, I felt like i couldn't breathe. I was so happy, nothing could wipe that smile off my face. It was awesome. I hadnt talked to you since before my birthday in January. I felt really dissapointed that when I called you you back when you asked, you were "in the shower" Maybe it was that you didnt really expect me to call you back huh? yeah i figured. I never really called you, I see that as a form of begging. I wanted the spend the whole night talking to you. It was your birthday though. I would have never wantedcontinued you to not have fun that day. Since you said you got back home at 5 must have been fun huh? I wish i would have been there.
to be continued
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