I HATE HIM WITH A PASSION

So yeah i guess i've been dupped. aaron hasn't called its almost 11. I kinda want to cry. I'm getting teary already. I just feel so stupid. Eventhough I HATE his guts...I still care for that stupid fucker. Thats what hurts me. Oh no...I can't cry. I can't. I want to call him and tell him all kinds of bull but NO I'm going to stand my ground.

If a man is interested in you he will find a way to get a hold
of you

And that's totally true. If he wanted to talk to me he would find a way no matter what. I doubt he's been kidnapped...but what if he's gotten shot again. That dumbass always going into trouble. I just DONT want to be all worried and he's enjoying life with Monica. Shit FUCK HIM FUCK BOTH OF THEM...Nah...i'll still stress about this tomorrow probably.