So as quickly as John came into my life he's leaving and I'm stuck with Aaron still…he called today like at 2 and well…I guess argh! What I said was SO right. I only get with him when I'm alone…So I guess we're back together…
John…he wasn’t online this morning/last night whatever…and I was like huh? WHYYYY??? Man I miss him like crazy but then again I don’t. Maybe its cause I'm having fun here in San Antonio. I don’t want to leave…ahhh!!! I really…REALLY don’t feel like going to orientation. I'm going to be all alone. I don't like that. Ehhh I'll live and probably piss off a lot of people hahaha…cause well that’s what I always do when I first meet people. Them stupid blondes don't know whats coming to them.
I want to hear John's voice…I want him to call. I dunno…uhhh I'm still confused I guess. I need to hear it from him…as to whats really going on. I want him to tell me whats up…
John's hottness is NOT ordinary cute…humm he told me…I would hump you any day…so stop talking mess about not being pretty. Yeah with a couple of shots I'll would too hahaha. I'm so mean with myself. I just don’t see me as being the "it" girl. Not when it comes down to him. I mean I could definitely see him with a girl like…like…uhhh… Carla from Reagan. Not me…the…you know. I don’t like to say it out loud though it is the truth. I'm not in denial...
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