John is such an ARGGHHH!!! I was already...settling to the point that I was like well...he's not interested in me. And then he's like "I am interested in you, I always have" and I'm like thats BULL...and then he was like why arent you talking, mag! and i'm like...WTF? Mag? whats that? and he laughs and doesnt know what to say. And he's like I'm really sleepy...and then I'm like Mag? as in Maggie? and he's like no Magit as in bugs. and I'm like magits are born from filth. and hes like exactly...you. and i was a little ticked off and I kinda wanted to get offline. So I said...I'll talk to you later. And he was like why? where are you going? and I was like nowhere. and he was like whats wrong? and i was like nothing...maybe I just take some things too seriously. and then he was like Did I say something wrong? DUUHHHH!!! and I was like Magit and he was like I'm sorry I didnt mean to offend you.
So I decided to be the bigger woman (not man) and be like alright fine...and left it alone. I'm still angry...then small talk followed and he was like I gotta go sweetie...why does he call me sweetie? I dont get it. he says he likes me but shows so much opposing it. It really pisses me off...that instead of actually calling me he IMs me. Not even a god damn text for crying out loud...and I'm...I'M WRONG FOR SAYING HE'S NOT INTERESTED! bunch of bull shit....BULL SHIT I tell you!
I guess I just want Aarons security back... I want to cry...if Aaron doesnt call me before he leaves...I will be crying for a looooooonnnnnggg time
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