My head hurts...and I'm dizzy...like if i were drugged up hahahah. little light headed-ness hahaha. Whoa! I better go to my cama...wait! I'm already there! hahaha My parents are constantly bitching at me! they are NOT giving me space and I threw a tantrum and now nobody is even looking at me. Thats fine...I never really expected much love from them. SOmetimes people think that material love is all the love. And maybe they will never understand me and i dont expect them to. Good thing that they dont really know me, like Aaron knows me...
Aaron...ha! I guess he's gone for good...I'm so scared for him when he actually leaves for the army...maybe now I will actually have to pray. I dont really contact the big boss upstairs anymore...no use. Its not like if I ask for all the riches in the world. Just happiness. and I guess thats really hard for him to give me. or maybe its that he doesnt want togive me that at all. And maybe I dont deserve it, but whateva! I'm already screwed as it is...maybe not as screwed as most but yeah I am.
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