Saturday, February 21, 2009

Argh to the 2nd or even 3rd Power


Today a couple of my friends were heading over to New Orleans for Mardi Gras. I really wanted to go...I love being out seeing things, and getting wasted lol. Besides the french quarter is absolutely gorgeous. I couldn't go cause

a. I am broke...haha 3 bucks in that bank account

b. I have this marketing study to do tomorrow

c. SI session on Sunday

d. I was working while they were heading over to Houston

e. I need to get back on track regarding school

f. I'm obsessed with buying mac products...anddddd



My mom has been in school to be a medical assistant, and she finally finished her "book learning" and is going into her month-long internship. Her internship, unpaid internship, started two days ago. She has to be up at 6am leave at 7am to arrive at 830 (ugh Houston's morning rush hour). Then, get out of work at 530...to be met up with afternoon rush hour and arrive home an hour later. So, my mom can't work her regular job and generate any income. This month is going to be tough on the family. I couldn't ask her for money, and I will probably try to cover at least my part of the cell phone bill and gas card. If she's broke so am I.



I applied for a new job...so I'll see what happens with that.



The grades on my first set of tests were HORRIBLE. I am embarrased to be honest. I have not been focused in class. I don't even know why I've even shown up. I am there physically, but my mind is somewhere else. So, my ass is going to SI sessions. I have to, I have no choice. I have to buckle down. This is my make it or break it semester. Ugh, all of business profs are always hard asses and never give out extra credit what a bummer.


Esteban has been calling me...Idk what to do so, I've just not answered. Until I figure it out, that is what will happen. As for JB...I've had the texting slow down A LOT, which is a good thing. Points will get across this way. Sort of. I just need people to understand that all I want to do is be ALONE...with one exception of course. Besides, i cannot have a significant other. I have no time, and I already know that the time that should be designated for others things will eventually be spent with the sig other. No bueno for the rest of my shit that needs to be taken care of.

Meh, to be perfectly frank, I don't feel emotions towards anything or anyone (except for him). Sammy was pointing out hot guys in Accounting class...and I don't like seem to get it. Idk. Most likely they ARE hot but bleh. lol I'm going to pull the "I'm emotionally unavailable" card. hahahaa. I don't remember how it was exactly quoted.

I found out somebody's secret tonight...and I just wanna spreaddddd it everywhere cause thats what I do. Well, I won't spread something that has been sworn to secrecy. I guess the only reason it hasnt been spread is because I haven't made up my mind whether or not this person is a good friend of mine or not lol. Silly.

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I went to the marketing study and got 6 bucks out of it without even knowing. haha I was the "proposer" and I to decide how to split 12 bucks. I didn't actually think that we were getting actual money out of it...not that my decision would have been different anyway. Though those 12 dollars could have been put to use at the CCO.

Shani's parents are here visiting. We headed over to San Marcos. i was excited because I looked up CCOs (Cosmetic Company Outlet) and there was one there. I REALLY wanted to get everything there. They had old Fafi and Heatherette pallettes. The even had the new studio sculpt foundation, but I don't know my shade color. I could only afford two. i got Emote blush that I had been wanting to get and pink rose paint pot. UGH I wanted to get rockilin or whatever too, but I couldn't afford it. I had to say no.

About a month or so ago I got re-measured for my bra size. According to the lady I had gone up a cup size. ugh. I didnt really believe her. How could I possibly fit a DDD? No that was not a typo DDD. Sure enough I bought some bras today, and I totally fit into em. I needed some bras too. Since I was at the outlet, I might as well take advantage.

Shani's mom ALWAYS goes into Dooney and Burke, Coach and that other one that starts with MK...ugh I really wanted a coach purse. It was the cutest thing, and in comparison to coach purses of that size at the actual store it was a steal for 140. I hate being broke! I hate not having money! I need that other job ASAP!

My xbox got the red ring of death...I'm angry. lol My xbox has a warranty but still...I don't feel like going to best buy. Ugh, I'm just glad somebody doesn't work there anymore. haha.

My grade in Stats has been fixed...it increased by 15...wooo! lol I mean shit that other grade was just all types of fucked up...and this one is just fucked up. lol.

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