I've been sick for like 5 days now...and thats like a record. I don't get sick very often...well, I guess the liver thing is a sickness also. Whatever. lol. I've felt so much pain...its hardcore. My body is just limp (haha I said limp). My throat is raw. I have had to stick a tissue up my nose cause it was all drippy. lol. I think my kids are happy that I cannot yell at them. My voice is nearly goneeee. I can't breathe through my nose.
Speaking about my kids...one of my lovelies brought me a cupcake today from that cupcake coture? idk how to spell it hahaha. I love their mom...she's like one of those cool moms that you could probably like go drinking with lol. She's so fashion forward too.
Shani and I have been slacking this week...mainly because we have been bombarded by TESTS ahhhh!!!! I did horrible in my Accounting test. I'm so disgusted by the grade, yuck. I went in there blind to be honest. So, I guess the grade was better than what I expected. The night before I was bed ridden...lol. I didn't even think about Accounting. Next week I have two more...bummer! So much for going to San Marcos this weekend.
Since I only sleep during the day, I need to fill that in. My broke-ness has led me to apply for another j-o-b. I'm scareddd. That I may not be hired, or if I am I won't like the people. Ugh, sometimes I hate not being able to warm up to people so easily. I would love that discount though...awesomeeeeenesss
I'm growing ever so obssesed with make-up and MAC and nail polish and hair stuff. I feel weirdddd. I can't stop it!!!! I bought some Lowel-Cornell brushes yesterday along with some more nail polish. My nail polish collection has trippled in the last month. I guess thats where all my bar money is going...lol Aww, I miss my Jim.
This past weekend I went back to Houston. My Grandma's surgery went well. She is walking everywhere with that walker...She's always been a strong woman. She was trying to not take as many pills or whatever...knowing that she was in pain. NUUUHHH UHHH I set her straight. lol If you don't speak to her straight, she'll be stubborn. I also had dinner with my Uncle and my aunts. It was fun. I got really wasted. We chugged this HUGE ass margarita. It was straight up liquor, no joke. We had like 4 shots...fun stuff. Then, we got all in the deep drunk person conversation about keeping the family together and laying things out clear and on the table. Meh...I wouldnt have said anything if I were sober, and the topic has been bothering me for some time. I also learned some things...bleh. Its retarded. Its funny how lies and misunderstandings spread like wildfire.
I've been thinking about somebody...constantly lately. The thoughts are driving me up the wall. Not in a I'm-sad-about-it way, just in general, and looking at situations from the past, analyzing and overanalyzing. It needs to stop. lol. I don't miss this person...As a matter of fact, i don't miss any person from my past. Mehhh, just Juan of course. Otherwise, I am at peace. So...why? The little people working in my brain should just throw that filling cabinet in with my sickly mucus...lol I always think of that episode of Spongebob when all he knows is fancy restaurant stuff but not his name because the little spongebobs in his brain burned all the other memories.
Enough blabbing...I need to be up at 9 tomorrow to get ready to shop with Shani.
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