Useless

Tonight was supposed to be a flippin good night, but it wasnt. It wasn't even worth it. I was supposed to visit Jim, but he wasn't THERE! So, Boston Pub it was. As soon as we got there we felt soooo uncomfortable. Shani was like, "i feel like I just crashed a party" One of the bartenders was an ASSHOLE! Shani waved him to ask for a drink. He seemed annoyed...idk why, and asked what she wanted. he said ok and walked away and NEVER came back. He did it on purpose...and we are like excellent tippers. His loss I guess. Scott wasn't there, or the owner...forgot his name. I woulda set that straight real quick.

Other than that, my day was uneventful. One of my kids was being a real brat. OMG I swear I would have smacked the fuck out of him, if I could. I hate repeating myself. Its like he's bipolar. One minute he's the sweetest thing, the next minute he's punching people, throwing rocks, pushing poking....ahh!

I was watching YouTube yesterday...haha I have substituted it for actual television...anyway, I'm subscribed to DoubleSavingDivas, and they said that there was a free quiznos sub giveaway. Hell yeah, me and Shani took advantage of that hoe today. My economics class was cancelled. So, we took that time for dinner. Freebies taste so good. lol. My accounting sub prof was the SAME guy I was sitting across from on Saturday - the guy that made me feel all awkward. haha. He was actually a good lecturer. I actually understood. whoa!!!! So, if he teaches any upper level accounting courses I will sure as hell go to him. His notes are much more neat too.

Ugh, so when I roll over to my right side...it hurts. Its a different kind of pain. Before the liver pain was like dull stabbing...random pain. Only when I put pressure on it...well not always. Idk it hurts sometimes and then it doesnt.

I was speaking to my mother today...the whole thing is taking a toll on her, ad I feel guilty. IDK I feel like I'm useless over here. I can't help her like I'm supposed to. I was hoping that my brother had a different Spring Break than I did so that I could bring him over here for a week. To releave my mother of some worry...my sb I would be helpful by taking him and picking him up for school...blah but he has the same week off as I do.