I have none. lol.
Shani, Amanda and I went to the Hello Kitty Unveiling. how exciting!!! It was funny. There was a very muscular dude there with a huge Hello kitty head lol. We took a piture with "Daniel Kitty" lol. I didn't want to touch his shirtless body. Meh...my people...closeness...touching problem. haha We spent all our time trying to avoid him. One of the MAC people tried to hand me an ORANGE lipglass, and I wasnt having it, but in all the frenzy I accidentally marked that one. grrr.
Veganism...oh...I kinda miss it. I was having a conversation the other day with a friend about it. I instantly grew angry. I hate how people do not respect the lifestyle. It reminded me of how my family would not support me. How they would laugh at me, and say, "Ohhh you'll be done with it after a couple of days" Nah...it lasted more than that...weeks months year...Then I was just like...just STOP before I get angry, when honestly I already was.
In the same conversation we spoke about homosexuality, and I grew angry again. I know that people are supposed to have their own opinions. Ugh...this is why religion is NOT for me. Why should religion have sooo many restrictions? Religion is man-made. If one good person is catholic...and only their heaven is the right heaven then a good person who is gay doesn't deserve to go to heaven? See? Does that even sound fair? No. Homosexuality has been seen in nature...so if they do it why can't we?
I have to go to Houston this weekend. I am kind of looking forward to it. idk. I desperately need money. I feel like going to pawn stuff or sell some clothes out of my closet. I'm sure I can let go of a couple of pieces.
The doctor's appointment was pointless. I woke up super early. I drove across town. I waited like 30 minutes PAST my appointment time. He was like...so yeah it was what I thought it was. See you in 6 months. I was annoyed. I paid 20 dollars for a 3 minute conversation. Its not like I went for a freaking prescription...or for something productive. He could have called me. Thanks Dr. Serna for taking my 20 dollars which caused me to overdraft. fucker. My attraction to him...is gone. lol. which is a good thing. Besides...I won't see him for a whole 6 months.
My nails have been breaking constantly...lame.
The same conversation with him again...ugh last night. But I let him know...that it wasnt right, but it was like I had said nothing. He ignored me. I didn't want to answer the phone at first, but I did anyway. I hate it, but I want it. I hate it, and I don't want it. I wish it wasnt there...at all. Its barely there...which has stopped me from progressing it.
I'm going to ignore it. I don't need it. I am ok with my current situation. I enjoy my own company. I like the Spring semester's routine Work-school-Rec-Homework/studying/youtube lol.
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