Ain't it Funny

Hummm its funny how I completly forgot about Aaron last night. I felt good and I hadnt felt that way in a while. Its like all that bickering that he did with me last night didnt mean JACK! hehehe. And I don't give a fuck if he will only see or call me now whenever he has "time." Dumbass he can go fuck his own self.
Anyways, *dreamy gesture* lol When i was trying to sign up for summer courses for a head start I met this guy...I mean I saw him from afar in the parking lot; I was like wow...*drooled* lol then I snapped back to reality to the world where I would be to scared to even be a yard away from him. So I forget or whatever he seemed to be on his way out. And I go to the registration area or whatever, and they tell me all types of bull shit and when I turn around to leave he was right behind me really close to me so I bump into him and I'm like whoa sorry and I half run half walk like a dumbass. lol i was SO embarrased. I think i turned all different kinds of colors. And I get outside and I talk outloud and say "I can't believe I just bumped into that guy" and i laugh. I stopped on the sidewalk to cross to the parking lot. and then somebody taps me on the back and I'm all paranoid so i freak out and want to hit somebody lol. that was funny. I must have made a total idiot of myself. And it was the hot guy and he gives me a stupid pen talking about that i dropped it, how stupid. and i was like, "ummm thats not mine, but thanks anyway" So I take it and he starts walking with me and i'm thinking where's campus police??? lol I just thought it to be very odd. he was all making small talk. And i'm all walking away from my car. lol So i stop at a corolla (I have a fred haas keychain) and I'm like Thanks for walking me here. He seemed like a nice guy but I'm always skeptical about EVERYTHING especially if a gorgeous guy comes and talks to me. anyway so I'm hinting that I'm leaving and I act as if I'm about to open the door and I dont have the key to my mom's corolla anymore so I have the honda key and he's like Isnt that a honda key?? and I feel stupid AGAIN! and I'm like oh and I laugh and say I'm a little off today i guess and I walk towards my car. and he walks with me. He's telling me that he's from NY and I'm like cool. So then I'm ACTUALLY leaving and he asks for my numero! wow! lol i was like huh? lol So fuck yeah i'm gonna give him my number lol. he's HOTTTTT!!! Sizzle! So we talked the first day for like about 3 hours. Then he had to crash he had class at 6. He didnt call me the next day and I was a little crushed. that was when stupid Aaron was bitchin at me. And then we talked lastnight to this morning. we were talking about the finals i was all excited with him, Crazy! I havent watched bball in years. and then he left with his amigos somewhere. An hour later he got back and he got online (i had to d/l AIM just cause of him...my only addition in my buddy list) we talked for a while...lol he makes me laugh a lot. then he was like I'm going to crash I feel as if I'm about to slam my face on the keyboard, I'll call you tomorrow when I get off of work. And then he gets side tracked and we talk about other things for about 30 minutes then he's like can I call you? and I'm like of course. I was thinking he meant call me after work. And he ends up calling me right then. we end up hanging up at 5 am because his house phone died lol. We talked a good 6 hours today.

I love that he makes me laugh a lot. i need it seeing that Aaron chooses not to be "sweet" with me. A guy thats not even with me treats me better than Aaron does...OMG...thats so sad *tears* literally. I told John that I'm not with Aaron anymore. Which was true at the time that I met him. I felt alive again with John. It was awesome. I love his personality. and guess what??? he's half Salvadoran and the other half is Puerto Rican...i don't really care for the PR side though most girls and I quote John, "Most Mexican girls get wet when i say I'm PR" lol he's dumb. We have SOOO many things in common. he's so easy going. he's so cool. hehehe