I'm trying my best to feel complete, but it is no use. I have even started talking to another guy. His name is Andrew, 21, high school drop out (yeah I KNOW that’s really bad), nice guy. I'm feeling a connection with him, but its young. I can't really say much about it. I don’t know him that well, but so far so good. He's good people hahaha. But I still feel pretty empty, like I don’t have anything inside, I'm hallow…uhhh is that how you spell it? Haha I don’t know anymore and I don’t care to fix my grammatical errors and the spelling ones. Who gives a fuck. Its only my thoughts and they don’t have to make sense. Ehhh my foot is itchy its getting on my nerves. I think I'm feeling better now. Maybe it is because I've been hanging out with friends. Yeah that should be it.
Anyways so yesterday which is still today to me we celebrated Mayra's 19th bday. We went out with Chicken, Alexis and Jesus…Chuy. He's a hottie or should I say Chicken's flavor of the week. Anyways we went to the galleria. We were just browsing around and then like b4 we got there I was like lets NOT pass by the disney store. And then mayra was like, "Waldo doesn't work at Zora anymore; he works at Coach" and I was like fuck she knows hahaha. And then when we passed by coach she was like "there's no guy in there let's go!" And I felt REALLY akward like I wanted to run out of there as fast as I could. There was three chics in there ans as we were heading towards the back of the store I was hearing the noise of things shuffling around and I was like fuck…I got out of that store so fast, but it was probably one of the chics and I didn’t notice that she had gone back there. I was just really paranoid. I don’t want to see Waldo. I don’t even want his name mentioned to me. So anyways then we met up with the other three and we went to the gap and we browsed some more, but I think the gap is a piece of shit store hahah. When we were done with that we headed towards Victoria's secret and we passed by Zora's and Mayra was like, "Go into Zora's Chicken to see if WALDO still works there." And I thought well damn WTF are you trying to do? I don’t want to see his ass. I thought that shit was done with after we went into the coach store. And then Chicken was like, "Nah he doesn’t work there anymore." and mayra was like, "how do you know?" and he said, "cause Paulina told me and I've seen him at Coach on the clock." God! What was she trying to do? Embarrass me and cause a scene? Good thing he wasn’t working. Waldo is like old news. Like Andrew said, "Why you bringing up old shit?!?" lol he makes me crack up. Anyways so I bought shimmer lotion its cool. Then we went to Olive Garden. Chuy is fun to be around with he had winked at me and I was like huh? Lol he just thought that he knew me from somewhere. And he did look kinda familiar when I first saw him but then I was like nahhh I don’t or do I? And he kept looking at me and I was just looking away at Chicken lol. It was just really weird and I was all confused like Mario hahah. So I didn’t even much finish what I had ordered. It wasn’t all that great.
Anyways so then we dropped off Chuy (Alexis went home her orientation is tomorrow) and we were planning to go see the Longest yard with Mario at the Marqu*E but it was already closed. So we went to Starbucks and yeah that was the end of the long day that I had. I ended up waking up Andrew from sleeping and I felt bad to I let him go. I was like aww poor babe. I ended up getting home like at one. My dad is probably going to be tripping since I've gone out a lot these past couple of days. Ohhh and Mario had a great idea for all four of us to go to Mexico with him in July Isnt that a great idea. I mean I've never gone to Mexico and it would be a great idea to go this summer before I go to college.
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