I was crazy to think that I was actually over my first love. lol...Esteban is the guy that I will always and forever love...theres NO doubt about it. Its been 2 and a half years...and I still feelo the same way. I still get butterflies in my stomach everytime I hear his voice. I still have the never-ending smile on my face when I think of him...I still daydream about him. Gosh! I'm soooo into him. He's still the guy that i wish I could marry...or would like whoever I marry to be just like him. So understanding, so cute, so handsome, so hardworking, so well set...so everything!!
Ahhh!!!! I can't hold it in anymore!!!! I'm in LOOOOVVVEEE!!! lol
I can't wait until next wednesday!!!
