Saturday, October 30, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Day 04
So, I didn't feel like waiting forever and a day to film, edit and upload a video...wait for it to process and what not.
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
I have tons of habits I did not have. For example, I eat when I am bored. I pick at my hair for hours. I never go to sleep on time.
ok those are the only ones I can think of right now...
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
I have tons of habits I did not have. For example, I eat when I am bored. I pick at my hair for hours. I never go to sleep on time.
ok those are the only ones I can think of right now...
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Orange Vision
While filming on my Casio Exilim I turned into an Oompa Loompa of Snooki proportions. I toned it down a tad, but whatever. It was kind of annoying. I had only filmed some clips in the summer for my cousins 15 video but they were all generally under a minute each...weirdness.
Monday, October 25, 2010
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
Monday, October 4, 2010
Tick tock
Im only 23, but already i feel old. As if i were a ticking time bomb. Its probably become today i came to a realization that in two months i will have been single for a whole year. That hasnt happened to me since i cant...since never. It honestly feels horrible [today].
My plan, my life plan isnt going the way i thought it was, and it sucks. Nothing is going on schedule. What sucks more about it is that im freaking out over nothing. I have no money to be married. Im not psychologically ready for it either, but because everybody else is doing it, i feel so left out.
I know a lot of people in my same boat though...why am i freaking out so much? Why am i feeling so insecure at the moment?
The mistakes of my past eat away at me, i guess. I feel like if i wouldnt have done this, or that maybe i would be with Juan right now. And thats absolute crazy talk. Why? Because a guy like Juan was never supposed to be with a girl like me.
Its absolutely ridiculous to even BELIEVE that he was ACTUALLY in love with me through the duration of our relationship. Im an idiot when it comes to love. I fall for it. I hang on every word. I cherish every...everything. I cant help myself.
But now im an insane psychopath with no hope. I dont even remember what love feels like. I just know that i miss the feeling. And i desperately crave it.
My plan, my life plan isnt going the way i thought it was, and it sucks. Nothing is going on schedule. What sucks more about it is that im freaking out over nothing. I have no money to be married. Im not psychologically ready for it either, but because everybody else is doing it, i feel so left out.
I know a lot of people in my same boat though...why am i freaking out so much? Why am i feeling so insecure at the moment?
The mistakes of my past eat away at me, i guess. I feel like if i wouldnt have done this, or that maybe i would be with Juan right now. And thats absolute crazy talk. Why? Because a guy like Juan was never supposed to be with a girl like me.
Its absolutely ridiculous to even BELIEVE that he was ACTUALLY in love with me through the duration of our relationship. Im an idiot when it comes to love. I fall for it. I hang on every word. I cherish every...everything. I cant help myself.
But now im an insane psychopath with no hope. I dont even remember what love feels like. I just know that i miss the feeling. And i desperately crave it.
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