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Two Weeks Worth

Jeeeeesus

Right now My vid is converting from the mp4 or whatever to .avi

So since I'm waiting around doing nothing, I decided to look back at one of my vids back in May. And you can def tell the difference in my weigh loss which is awesome.

My mom and I had taken photos of ourselves the first day we started the diet . Last week I took pictures of us again, and I didnt really notice the difference between the two pictures, and my mom goes, "YEAHHH! I can tell the difference. You don't have your TRIPLE chin anymore." At the time I felt really offended by the comment because again, i couldn't tell the difference. haha Now, I can see what she was talking about. So, I have downgraded from triple to double. yay! Hopefully a month or two from now I can say - yay I downgraded from a double to a single :)

TITTLE-LESS!!

About effin time

and I forgot to add a title...nice...

no not so much

Accompanada

I decided to type out a blog today since I'm too lazy to edit convert upload and wait for processing, and I also look like a hot curly mess. I can see the light outside and I strangely cannot settle into my bed. I know that if I close my eyes and get underneath my covers I WILL fall asleep, but my mind seems to be going a million miles a minute.

I sign into my myspace like once a day since nothing interesting ever happens on there and I don't internet stalk anybody *cough* like Shani *cough* hahaha But seriously I signed in and my cousin's status comes up as "didn't know it was so hard to get preggo" but of course she wrote it in "ghetto" and I can't possibly recreate that. Whoa! Shes like a week younger than me and she's already wanting to start a family. Really? DO you have no other goals in life? I mean yes children are wonderful, but at the right time. I guess...thats it for her. She's at her last step - children. She's never going to college and all she does is work a manual labor job. Idk I get really disappointed with people sometimes. I guess everybody's trying to catch up to her sister Blanca who's expecting a baby boy. Their other sister just got "accompanada" which basically means she moved in with her bf - which in hispanic talk means common law marriage, basically.

I really like Matthew. haha even if he's a nerd and he rides around in his geek mobile. But then again thats what I said about Alejandro, and then I lost interest. SEEEEEE thats what I'm talking about - I like somebody and then I just lose all types of interest. Quickly!!!! I wish I cared. hahaha. I like that he stands on his own two feet, has his own place, own car and doesnt suck on his parents' teet for support. I think thats a good quality in a man. To be self sufficient you have to be mature and grounded.

I had a dream about him yesterday. Another individual was in my dream, and he was going through my things and found a picture of Matt. He said, "Why didnt you tell me he was white?" blah blah blah I know that its not a big deal that Matthew is white...it ISNT, but deep down inside it is. I think - whites as individuals can be ok...lol. but idk as a whole, I still have a big distrust towards them.

Cindy, can you sound any more racist?

why yes, yes I can.

hahaha

Busy Bee

I had to shorten this vid like a gazillion times before I could upload it because it was over 100mb...lame

Last night (saturday), I went out with Chicken Gabe and Mario. Then I saw Adrian and Joseph...Ugh and then I saw that other Adrian that I never liked haha, but what-evs. I would have edited that vid today but my cam died while uploading hahaha

The Day

As in the actual day and not the night lol

No Direction

This is my 100th post
but its a lame vlog
whatever...lol

Big Surprise

Another Weeds night with @bunnynbam and mman0919 at @bunnynbam's house :)

and I need a new intro...
I think I'm going to change it every time
with like...some mundane task lol
like this one - brushing my teeth
which ties into what I'm talking about