This whole week has been pretty terrible. German got mad last sunday because I hadn't let him know about me and Taure. SO he went off on me and even called me a bitch! How dare he! i didn't disrespect him that way. Then after that he went off and told Taure a lot of shit about me. And that DAY, he defended me agaisnt him...sort of I suppose. I dont know. Maybe he just wanted to get under German's skin, for the fun of it.
Now...Taure's all weird with me. Rude even! I hate the fact that he won't admit to it, and says that I'm the one acting weird. AHHH!!!!! I just want things to go back to normal...ugh! I knew I shouldn't have admitted to liking him. Now everything just got complicated in a way.
Friday, I took my piercing out because the bottom part had come off and it was bothering me. I talked to my mom for like 30 minutes...I go back to my room to put another one in, and the bitch wont go in. I tried to push it in and I was successful, but it didnt go all the way through. So I bled and hurt for nothing.
The N key on the Laptop popped off. A 5 month laptop...ugh...pure crap!
Esteban called me last night...we talked for like a 1/2 hour. I was surprised that he called...I felt so good. He hadn't called me in a month..and mid in the conversation i found out why. He has a new girlfriend named Michelle. He says that she might go to Miami or San Antonio for school...In my head I was like GO TO MIAMI GO TO MIAMI! lol Cause he said he would leave her...if she left. "cut you loose" were his words.
I still hope that he WILL marry me...ah...the things I wish for.
