So I havent really posted anything on here for a while...maybe cause Ive been busy or Ive been lazy and well I forgot my password. gayness I know. Anyway...I got a job...working at the Y and tomorrow (or should I say today) is my first day. I'm scared and I really SHOULD be asleep. ahhh I'm not sure if I will be able to control my profanity around the kiddoes.
Aaron is still in Germany and is returning on July 13th...thats REALLY scary. I want to see him, there's no doubt about that, but shit. IDK lol. I HAVE to see him, but in a way i don't want to. OH goodness I have to, right? He keeps on saying, "we're getting married, right" Me? Married this summer? Idk about that. But He's been saying that since 2005. But after his leave...he's going to Iraq. I'm really worried. I just don't want him to get married for the wrong reasons, y'know? Hes really been slacking on the calling...like REALLY slacking. To the point that I actually thought we had broken up, and I started going out with this other guy. But thats over and done with...
Fucking Aaron...
