Scary Dudes

geez...here I go again. lol I stopped liking the new guy as well. Maybe not...like stopped liking him naturally, but more like I had to stop liking him. I can't handle a guy like him. He's the player-type. and I don't play those games. I'm too old to be playing those games. Besides...I'm such a jealous girl...whoa. Like majorly jealous. Ugh he has this way of him that makes him hard to resist which irks me. Guys like that are scary.

I had a dream with Juan this morning. I like when I have dreams with him. Makes me feel that I actually still have him. I appreciate those dreams a lot. I wish I could dream about him every day.