Today is the mark of the second month since Aaron left. Am I supposed to waiting for him to call me? I'm scared... hahaha
John, ha! I havent talked to him since Tuesday...I was so pissed and sad friday night, did he care to call me and calm me down? NO...so then I just burst into tears...cause I knew he didnt give a damn about me. I felt so alone...unwanted. God, i feel like such crap...!!!!
I have been having trouble sleeping the past few days, having bad dreams about Amber being an alcoholic...and what not. I'm so sleep deprived...Maybe if I cry long enough I will be able to sleep...
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